ive been so lazy to update. just been busy with work ever since after exams. i think my friends are right. i dont knw when to say no and when to take a break. so i shouldnt actually be complaining that im tired right since im bringing all this upon myself. but honestly, work is not an option. i have to work. i just have to. if not how am i going to support myself. dance is perhaps just a matter of passion. i should learn to say no to doing certain shows if my schedule is too packed for the week. but you knw, it's a cumulative thing. the more shows i do, the more practices i go for, would prove my dedication, and would give me enough practice to improve. and with improvement i get to experience more, be exposed to more things. and that's what i want. to go somewhere, to progress. not just to remain stagnant at one place and at one level.

s7gem camp was fun. i never fail to be amazed by all these smart kids who have knowledge beyond their years. amazing what goes on in the minds of some primary school kids. they read so widely. i am quite ashamed i dont knw half as much as they do. i hope to get some pictures soon to post.

i am so upset about the change of date for dance reflections. i am supposed to be in london or liverpool or paris during that time but noooo, i have to be here, dancing. bleagh. plus, my saving plan for the trip is not working well. all the loaning and impulsive shopping, and the cabbing is leaving my pocket very dry. maybe it's a blessing in disguise.

BUT NO WHAT AM I SAYING! it is only an easy matter of postponing the trip by a few days. i need to lose weight anyway so i should stop splurging on food and as long as i dont clean up my room and clear my cupboard i should not be buying anymore clothes. okay that's my new saving plan. london and paris here i come! and liverpool. =) *hides from nani*

off to spend this rare lazy afternoon watching movies online. i am loving my mac thank you.