Monday, August 29, 2005
heya.okay so incredible tales just over. it was the episode on a ghost in jakarta. i bet almost everyone going to jakarta in november was watching it. it wasnt as scary as i expected. maybe i got too hyped up about it. but i was still a little freaked out. ok people we must make sure not to leave in the middle of any rituals when we're there, but then again who in their right minds would go attend a scary ritual in indonesia? in that case i guess we'll be fine. =Dmy french prelim written paper tmrw. i havent really prepared. too late now. i'll just do my best tmrw. oooh but comment son my oral last thursday: "bien" wooohooo! i thought i screwed it up man but i think i got quite a lenient teacher so yay! i cannot wait for this term to be over so that i can actually sort things out during the holidays and actually get down to really studying for promos. yay cant wait to go study with zanna and all. will have loads of fun. i need maths tuition. is there any rich kind soul out there who can pay for my tuition? =(i DETEST pw. it really sucks the life out of me. =(sigh.
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Sunday, August 28, 2005
heya.i had a nice honest chat with sharini just now. and yesterday during drama farewell i had a nice chat with sharini, fazli and zhi yang down by the beach. it was nice. sitting under the stars and talking about anything and everything. i wish everyday was like yesterday. no politics amongst friends. no hidden agendas. no personal judgements about the others. just honesty and openness.i'm falling deeper and deeper. i cant stop myself. i keep telling myself to think positively and hope for the very best but i've learnt not to keep my hopes too high up coz i know i will always be disappointed in the end......... always.
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Thursday, August 25, 2005
heya.it's been quite a long time since i last updated. a lot has happened. dont know what to say also.people have become meaner and more bitchy. me included i guess. i dont know. but it's sad to know that your efforts go unappreciated. and to know that people are nice to you only because they want something from you. friends, if i ever commit any of those unforgivable crimes please give me a tight slap. i mean it. i wouldnt want to live with myself if i became like that. on a happier note, the NYEDC is performing a mime piece with mime unlimited on the 1st of september! so fun! cant wait! i've been wanting to quit drama because i just have too much to do with MLCS but a part of me still wants to stay because i love drama and besides the membership for NYEDC is beyond pathetic.yesterday was FUN. i was being a delinquent and totally skipped school. here's the story. sharini and rad didnt go to school. i was on the way to school with fyda and samir but we were going to be late. then fyda and i got lazy and decided that skipping school was a better option. i felt bloody bad but later on i found out that mr loke and mrs gan were absent from school and pw lecture was cancelled so i would not have had ANY lessons whatsoever if i had gone. am i lucky or what? so anyway the both of us met up with fizza at dhoby ghaut and we sat at macdonalds, had breakfast and chatted. we laughed a lot. fyda comes up with the crappiest jokes but you end up laughing til your sides hurt. if fyda is reading this now she must be smiling to herself and being all kembang right now. wahahaha. yeah then after breakfast we got sleepy so we napped for a while before leaving macs to go galamenting arund town. it was cool coz there werent many people so we could act all stupid and crazy and it wouldnt really matter. we window shopped for bags and shoes. window shopping with fyda and fizza is LOVE. dorang banyak berangan! *thinks of roxy bag and converse shoes and esprit t-shirt* hahahaha. yay should do that more often.we went home at around twelve plus to catch up on some more sleep. then met up with fyda again and fazli to go study. ooooh we saw munaji at causeway point. sooo pretty la. hmmm....rather hideous as a guy but gorgeous as a girl...how ironic.by the way i'm a member of an exclusive club headed by fyda, TBC. it's my daily source of entertainment nowadays in nanyang. but it's very distracting. but it rocks! i heart. <3sigh, kay i shall go bobok now. wana wake up early to do sastera. i better wake up. nitey nite peeps.
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Saturday, August 20, 2005
i went out to study with farah and yati juz now and met nadia, suhaila and hazri in town to shop. sooooo fun. kept my mind off things for a while. we bitched a lot and camwhored a little. hazri we should dedicate a day juz for camwhoring. i insist. dont pretend that you dont want it. i know you do. we went on to yishun at night to treat ourselves to sinful swensen's ice-cream. i was in heaven for a while then.
sigh. tomorrow gotta wake up early for PW meeting. PW sucks the life out of me. i hate it.
bleargh.
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I HATE THIS.somebody make it stop!it's driving me insane!fuck.
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Wednesday, August 17, 2005
i ended at 9.10am today. WHY THE HELL DID I BOTHER TO GO TO SCHOOL?!?!?!?!?!went to study with sharini, fyda and fazli at woodlands library today. liyana was with us for a short while. i didnt do much but i managed to grasp some vectors concepts so three cheers for zu!my greatest fear right now is not being able to scrape through promos. i fear for my maths. i mean i'm REALLY REALLY scared that i wont be able to scrape an AO pass and then i'd be forced to repeat yr 1 and buy the hundred plus dollars graphic calculator! aaaahhhh!!!!i'm chatting with hazri now. i miss that bugger.my group is going nowhere with our PW. we are so screwed.i'm becoming more and more of a camwhore thanx to sharini and radhiah.k i'm off. it's ded boring here. my bad.
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Saturday, August 13, 2005
it's the beginning of the premiership season and my SCV got cut!WAAAAAHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!According to reports in the same national newspapers who carried the above quotes, Liverpool would be interested in taking Owen on loan for the forthcoming season. - liverpoolfc.tvisnt it funny? owen on loan at liverpool...
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Wednesday, August 10, 2005
"...so kiss me and smile for me...tell me that you'll wait for me...hold me like you'll never let me go..."well. that's it. they're gone. all 14 of them. oksy, ayu, sekar, andara, hilario, putra, dimas, rusdi, demmy, dhandy, bagus, otto, banyu and ikhsan. i had such a great great great time with them! they're a bunch of wonderful company. sigh.damn you radhiah for making me break down. even when oksy hugged me tightly for like forever i still managed to hold back my tears. i just dont like crying in front of everybody. i prefer locking myself up in a room and crying my eyes out. but just now was just too overwhelming for me to hold back everything til i got home. everyone around me was crying, even fazli! and when rad broke down that just ruined me.i'm really gona miss them so so much. my wonderful buddy oksy who gave me too little trouble for my liking. sweet always smiling ayu and her beer ice. darling sekar and her lucu dimas *winks*. talkative andara and her enthusiastic nature. hilario and his syok sendiri dance. weird freaky funny putra aka model. perverted rusdi. otto and his inverted commas. freaky demmy. big trouble maker dhandy. bagus and his wonderful voice. adorable banyu. ikhsan and his mustafa. even ibu happy who always looked unhappy. sigh.november please come NOW."...coz i'm leaving on a jet plane...dont know when i'll be back again...oh babe, i hate to go..."
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