i really admire my grandaunt's strength. even when she's lying on the hospital bed cringing every 2 mins in pain she still can maintain her sense of humour and make me laugh til my sides hurt. and she was so high on drugs it took her half an hour of talking to my mum and i before realising it was us and not the nurses checking up on her. haha.

today i went to kpo2 at the pementasan practice session with the actors just to see what the cast was like and all. i am really excited to see how things progress coz from what i observed just now, the dynamics of this group of actors is just fantastic. we have a bunch of crazy and hilarious people in our cast and if today was just the beginning, i believe we're all in for a fantastic journey during these remaining months leading to the day itself.

it's supposed to be a public holiday but tomorrow i have a bloody dance day camp to attend. i need a holiday. a nice long holiday. this must be the millionth time i'm saying it, I NEED A HOLIDAY. khairi knows what he needs to do for me.

off to bed. REST. a need to get myself more of that.