the reason why i am blogging now is because i am finding every excuse there is possible to avoid taking my notes out of my bag to study.

sitting in central library now ALONE. sad yes, i know. ah well this is how uni life has turned out to be. gone are the days when you see your friends and classmates around in school everyday. now, if i'm lucky i just might bump into some friend or acquaintance ive made in these past few months.

anyway yesterday i performed for ASEAN Summit 2007 at Swiss Hotel. it was supposed to be exciting and crazy and a once in a lifetime experience for me but i just couldnt enjoy it as much as i should because it just had to come at the most inappropriate time. when my exams are next week and i was supposed to be mugging, i was at rehearsals, which might i add, were a total waste of time because i was only involved in one item that barely lasted 5 mins and we hardly rehearsed for that one. i mean i was grateful to be involved in only that item because i wanted to concentrate on studying but i ended up having to go for all the rehearsals which made no difference for me in the end. aaand i just HAD to screw up my steps during the performance...such a simple item of mostly posing and i could still get it wrong, fantastic. but oh well it wasnt so bad in the end. i managed to catch a few close up glimpses of taufik as he passed through the girls' changing room, and i got to watch some really great performances last night. and yeah, who wouldnt want to be part of such a prestigous event right...aside from the above complaints, i am thankful.

i'm wondering whether i should go to tanjong pinang with the other dancers end of this year. i want to but there's that issue of whether my parents would allow it and of course money money money. which reminds me...NANI, i really hope our project ZnP works out okay. it has to. it's the one thing i'm living for right now seriously. we need some major excitement after such a draining semester, plus, we are so IN we need this kick-ass project to prove it. =)

okay zu stop PROCRASTINATING and GO STUDYYYY!