hello. nadia's been bugging me to update so here i am.

let's see now...i'm well into the 1st semester of school. it's been okay. ive found a few cool friends to hang out with. i guess these past few weeks ive learnt to be independent and you know tebalkan muka and say hi to random people in tutorials.it's the only wayto survive unless i want to float around school alone for the next three years of my life. social life aside,tutorials have been rather slack so far. not looking forward to projects and term papers. scaring the shit out of me. i have to say i'm thinking i made a mistake taking some of my modules even though they are all very interesting...they're not necessarily easy to score in...what's important now is how well we do right not whether we enjoy what we're doing or not...

oh well watched hairspray today! it was a late movie which explains whyi'm spending the night at nadia's tonight. anyway hairspray was FANTASTIC. LOVED IT! the songs are extremely catchy and yeah...just one of those few feel good movies that are worth your money. i felt lightheaded after watching the movie. and i really have to admit. zac efron is cute.

singaPOPera just ended last weekend. photos i'll upload next post. but just a brief comment, it was reallyan experience for me. first show with rather big names.even though i only danced forone item, it made me feel like i was really a professional dancer. not that i think that of myself now, i have a LOOONG way to go.but it was definitely a confidence booster and an experience i would definitely cherish.

oh i have to share this dream i had last night. i dreamt i was on my way home from school,i boarded an extremely packed mrt and had no choice but to stand in front of two nasty-looking indian men.they were blatantly staring at me and giving me suggestive looks that scared me to death and suddenly they approached me and just started touching me and trying to grope me. they were extremely strong and i tried to push them away but i couldnt.the scary thing was nobody helped me even when i screamed my lungs out and begged for help. i woke up with and overwhelming feeling of loneliness whichis bothering me even up til now...

hmm.