it's been a super long while and all coz of losing my internet. now i'm stuck with dial-up which sucks big time but what to do...

honestly i had no mood to blog anyway during the month i was without the internet. life's been the same. recently had the S7 GEM camp under acropolis and it was a blast bringing the kids around and getting them all fired up and enthusiastic. my p3 group won which was great coz they're sucha an intelligent and lively bunch it's unbelievable really. GO EAGLES WHOOO!

i think a lot of people have been taking my patience for granted lately, both friends and family. and this has been making me more and more impatient. and every time i feel the need to blow up and make a fuss about something i think twice because it's not in my character and people would just think i've changed. and the last time i checked, when zu changes, she drives some of her friends away. people say to me it's not good to keep things to yourself but when i show i'm pissed off people say they dont like it...so yeah, tell me, what do i do then?