i realise there's something wrong with my tagboard but i honestly cant be bothered to do anything about it now.

life's been passing by in a blur. it took quite a lot for me to get out of bed on monday morning at 6 to get ready for school after like 3 weeks of sleeping in til past 12. but school's been great so far. i felt rather lost being unemployed. having a job makes me feel a little more focused and i feel like i have a direction, towards what i honestly dont know but yeah...and my timetable is super slack it's unbelievable. i didnt knw HOD timetable was so slack, i have an average of 4 periods a day because i only take 2 classes, p5 and p6. there are exceptions like on the days i have to conduct structured programmes or teach HMT but other than that, i'm as free as a bird. then again i havent felt so free these past 2 days coz i've been bombarded by relief teaching duties during my breaks. and sitting in the HOD room can be rather lonely and i dont get to see my cutie teacher so often! but there are definitely the perks.

today was my first day teaching speech & drama at bukit timah primary. or rather they call it public speaking course there but whatever, same difference. aniwaes the kids are super cute! and smart omg no matter what they will always be ready with a smart remark to throw back in your face and thy're only p1s btw. a little hyperactive the boys in my class are but all in all i had quite a lot of fun with them. i have my favourites already. haha. i shared a class with another teacher today, i wonder whether they dont trust me yet with my own class or she was just there just in case i got held up at admiralty or smth. i hope it's the latter coz i do think i proved my worth today. i mean the discipline in my class wasnt the best i admit but i practically conducted the whole session and for a first timer, it wasnt so bad if i can say so myself. haha. next week we meet the p2s. hopefully they'll be more well-behaved. =/

been keeping myself busy with work and dance i guess to keep my mind off things i dont wana really be thinking about. itr helps tiring yourself out and going home to a nice warm bed and waking up in the morning to repeat the whole cycle. sounds boring i know but it's my own little way of surviving and not lose it and go crazy.