my internet is down and it's making me feel quite handicapped. i guess i'm so used to going online every night that now not being able to is making me feel quite awkward.

i havent been getting enough sleep these past few days and it's all contributing to my ever worsening eye bags and dark circles. i look like a walking zombie now. and it's not like i've studied much either. which brings me to the topic of yesterday maths pre-prelim exam. i am so pissed i cannot even begin to explain how. so they made a big deal out of this exam, i was quite annoyed that they had to give us the lecture test and this exam one after the next within two weeks coz they should be letting us have the time to ourselves to study for prelims...but never mind. i studied anyway. and stressed over it. i spent days worrying about not having enough time to study, and about failing yet another maths paper. i endured my cramps and stayed back til 6pm just to sit for it. and what happened? they didnt even collect our freaking papers! ugh! i cant believe i disrupted all my study plans to mug for that piece of shit and they didnt even bother to collect and mark it! i swear i was about to burst into tears when i heard. i've said it to rini and i'll say it again here, it's so freaking unfair. i now have to mug for 10 lit books and i only have 2 weeks to do that. somebody put a bullet through my head now.

take me away on a magic carpet ride...take me far far away...