i was extremely disappointed yesterday. you can say what you want but we worked hard for a gold, mr tong coached us towards that direction, we expected nothing less. but when dorisa suddenly sat up during lit tutorial, turned to me and said "we got a silver", i didnt know what to think. my gut feeling had always said it would be a silver but i guess deep down i was really hoping beyond hoping that my gut feeling was wrong. i was fine at first but when i saw neetha and i hugged her, everything just fell apart. i dont even know why we were so affected by it. everyone else was congratulating us and saying we did a great job.

and i guess now i do see no point in crying over it. hey we raised the bar for nyedc, we really did come up with a kick-ass play even if the judges think otherwise, we had A LOT of fun, we impressed many many people who really thought we couldnt make it, we forged special friendships and...and...and...okay maybe i am trying to make myself feel better here...

ugh!