oh my god.

as of today i can safely say that menstrual cramps are THE most painful things in the whole world.

during assembly this morning i started feeling really uneasy and i knew straight away that that time of the month had finally come but i wasnt prepared with a pad in my bag. thank god darling bambi had one in her bag. throughout the whole of maths lecture i couldnt focus at all because the pain was excrutiating and i was just waiting for lecture to be over so that i could dash to the malay room to lie down fo a while. so much for dashing. i could barely walk let alone climb the stairs all the way up to the 5th floor. i somehow managed to get there and plopped myself onto the sofa. the pain was getting worse and i couldnt sit still without wanting to tear my uterus out (dont ask me how...). i tried to do some work but i just couldnt focus. i shifted from the tables to the platforms at the back of the malay room and back to the sofa again. by then the pain was so totally unbearable i started crying. i was even trembling. it was then i decided to listen to sharini and take early leave home. thanks little mermaid for helping me. i took the cab home. i was sooo bloody pissed with the driver! her drove so fast which meant a lot of sudden breaks and bumps throughout my journey home. he was enjoying himself while i was sitting at the back grimacing and holding back my tears everytime there was a bump. and i had to pay 12 bucks for all that. ugh.

anyway i'm rotting at home now, still in pain but bearable. i will absolutely die if this is going to happen every single month. i usually have painful cramps but never before as bad as this. it's so unfair that women have to go through this every single month from the moment they reach puberty to the moment they hit menopause. let's say a girl first gets her period at the age of 12, and hits menopause at the age of 50. that's 38 years. which means we women have to suffer such excrutiating pain once every month for about 4 decades of our lives. and this doesnt include the pain we go through to give birth. men have all the luck. ugh.

oooh gilmore girls starting soon. wheeeee!!!!