i've been rotting at home for 2 days. my throat is seriously killing me. somebody tear my throat out please.

anyway, i think my grandma has a knack of talking and revealing too much. it's not in any of her intentions to talk and bad-mouth other people but sometimes it seems to come across that way. she got a phone call just now and was telling me about it. i wish she hadnt said anything to me. now i keep asking myself...was what she said really true? is my dad really like that? no he cant be. he's a good person, he wouldnt do such a thing. i mean no matter how much we owe people, even if we cant afford to pay them back, he wouldnt try to avoid them right?

would he?