okay so i was at ang mo kio station today waiting for mardi coz she was supposed to pass me her salina book. so there i was standing at the control station and this group of disgusting-looking ajc guys turned up. they were standing around the area also and they started talking about me. like hello i'm there in front of you and you talk about me as if i'm invisible. so anyway they were blatantly checking me out and commenting about the way i look and i heard one of the guys say, "face like shit...but hot bod..."

omg! so embarrassing! i was all alone and i didnt know where to look and how to look.

face like shit??? honestly all this while i thought i had a fat disgusting body but an okay face, not pretty but pleasant enough. now apparently people think i'm ugly? i was pissed at first coz they were all disgusting to begin with and so i dont think they were in any position to judge the way i look. but then i became extremely sad and it didnt help that i was in my pms-y mood.

there i go again. for heaven's sake stop it zu.