Wednesday, August 10, 2005
"...so kiss me and smile for me...tell me that you'll wait for me...hold me like you'll never let me go..."well. that's it. they're gone. all 14 of them. oksy, ayu, sekar, andara, hilario, putra, dimas, rusdi, demmy, dhandy, bagus, otto, banyu and ikhsan. i had such a great great great time with them! they're a bunch of wonderful company. sigh.damn you radhiah for making me break down. even when oksy hugged me tightly for like forever i still managed to hold back my tears. i just dont like crying in front of everybody. i prefer locking myself up in a room and crying my eyes out. but just now was just too overwhelming for me to hold back everything til i got home. everyone around me was crying, even fazli! and when rad broke down that just ruined me.i'm really gona miss them so so much. my wonderful buddy oksy who gave me too little trouble for my liking. sweet always smiling ayu and her beer ice. darling sekar and her lucu dimas *winks*. talkative andara and her enthusiastic nature. hilario and his syok sendiri dance. weird freaky funny putra aka model. perverted rusdi. otto and his inverted commas. freaky demmy. big trouble maker dhandy. bagus and his wonderful voice. adorable banyu. ikhsan and his mustafa. even ibu happy who always looked unhappy. sigh.november please come NOW."...coz i'm leaving on a jet plane...dont know when i'll be back again...oh babe, i hate to go..."
sheer elegance-
