Sheer Elegance~

Wednesday, July 27, 2005

one week has passed and here i am again in the comp lab but this time i'm with jx. neither of us take econs so here we are enjoying the air-con and updating our blogs while the rest are in lecture. HA-HA!

i have no motivation for school. school sucks. my tutors are horrible. mrs gan and ms victor are, like i've mentioned a million times before, THE most sucky uninspiring lit teachers you can ever have. mr seah is extremely nice but i learn close to nothing in GP. cikgu ibrahim is great but sastera is always such a drag. the only lessons i enjoy are maths tutorials but the fact that no matter how much i study i cant pass maths doesnt really help. and it doesnt help that nanyang has no eye candy. i know. zu is so shallow. but really there has to be some sort of motivation to come to school, no matter how shallow it might be. yeah i look forward to see my friends but hey i can see them anytime i want, i dont have to wake up at 5.30 in the morning and travel all the way to serangoon to do that. i hate feeling like this when promos are like 2 months away. and everyone else is feeling the same way so nobody's really helping anybody. i think that's my problem. i tend to get really affected by ppl around me and their behaviour. i try hard not to but it has come to a point where i cant control it any longer. it's scary.

study study study.

nani seems to have something planned in september but she's not telling me. she's totally keeping me in suspense. eh makcik, what is it? tell me! i'm looking forward to whatever it is.

*sigh* bahas finals tonight. i'm going. yay.

i shall go and read harry potter book 6 now. reading makes me happy.

sheer elegance-