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Friday, June 03, 2005

heya.

juz got back from PPP. 1st things 1st, hashani's house soooo nice! she lives in a nice condo with a nice swimming pool near a nice bbq pit. except for the fact that it was almost inaccessible, it was my dream home. the PPP wasnt as much fun as i expected it to be. most of the j1s, already such a measly number, didnt turn up...only me, sharini and nytia went. all we did was basically sit around, eat, and laugh at whatever hilarious jokes the j2s were coming up with. they're a bunch of fun, funny people, the drama j2s. and there's a lot of gossip and teasing going on in the drama club, what's new right? haha, but i guess because, except for fazli, i dont really know my seniors that well so it was a bit difficult to be involved in whatever they were doing so in the end i became like a spectator, and that was a bore.

my mind kept wandering off. i kept thinking about how sometimes, the most smartest people you know end up becoming the most stupid, idiotic, brainless people you can ever find. part of me still wants to think that i'm wrong, that we're all wrong about this, but really, who am i kidding? the evidences are so clear. i really pray for the best for all these fucked up people but they deserve to suffer in the fiery depths of hell. may God have mercy upon your soul...

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