Sheer Elegance~

Tuesday, March 29, 2005

heya.

the only thing i'm excited about is the fact that i finally got my nanyang uniform so i dont have to wear the ugly pinafore ever again. as much as i love it coz it's so damn comfy, it's fugly. it makes me look more fugly than i already am. actually the nanyang uniform makes me look fat(that's coz u are zu, duh!) but it's not bad...it's a change. i shall be patient and wear the new skirt til liyana graduates and passes me the nice old skirt. weee!

other than that i'm totally down. good friends have left. i still have good friends in nanyang but it wont be the same without arina, hazri, moniza and siti. i love them. no actually i hate them...for being so lovable and when i'm so comfortable and attached to them...they leave. i was so happy to see them juz now. so fun. i'm happy for them but, you know...am i making any sense? who cares.

then there's devoting myself to studies for the next 2 yrs to prove to my mum that nanyang was the best choice for me. she doesnt say it but i know she's disappointed i didnt go to aj. now i feel guilty. ugh i hate this.

i miss nani...i juz saw her on saturday but it's not the same lah. always having her around was so comforting coz she always knew the right things to say and the best advice to give me. then i wouldnt feel so sad or hopeless. i miss her jokes, even the lame ones. i miss talking about football with her, she taught me a lot, in fact if it wasnt for her i wouldnt have started loving football. and of course i miss the gossiping and bitching. damn it, i'm so attached to people, i hate it!

boo. =(

sheer elegance-